A National Film Board of Canada production
A young filmmaker explores the roots of religion in family dynamics and what happens to those bonds when faith is lost.
In this nuanced and timely short film, Elyse Bouvier explores how her decision to give up her faith redefined both her identity and her relationships with her parents. In raw yet empathic conversations with her devout mother and her father, a former pastor turned atheist, she touches on themes of emotional connection, intellectual pursuit and mixed-faith families.
A Film by
Elyse Bouvier
Featuring
Elyse Bouvier
Peter Bouvier
Shauna Sage
Wendy Denbigh
Written and Directed by
Elyse Bouvier
Producer
Marie-France Guerrette
Chehala Leonard
Line Producer
Jennifer Roworth
Director of Photography
Patrick McLaughlin
Editor
Sarah Taylor, CCE
Original Music Composed and Performed by
Aidan Knight
Additional Photography
Anna Cooley
Sound Recordist
Alex Mitchell
Ron Osiowy
Valerie Siu
Sound Designer
Daniel Toussaint
Narration Recording
James Allinson
Audio Engineer
Six Degrees Music and Sound
Foley Recording Engineer
Geoffrey Mitchell
Foley Artist
Lise Wedlock
Re-recording Mixer
Isabelle Lussier
Development Consultant
Laura O’Grady
Senior Production Coordinator
Maddy Chang
Janet Kwan
Production Administrator
Nathan Conchie
Technical Coordinator
Wes Machnikowski
Lyne Lapointe
Colourist and Online Editor
Yannick Carrier
Titles
Mélanie Bouchard
Researcher, Music Rights
Peter Martinelli-Bunzl
Special Thanks
David Christensen
Carmyn Effa
Steven Sutcliffe
Robert Cameron
Angela Camacho
Jess Nicol
Rod Moody-Corbett
Dan Crittenden
Lynda Daniluk
Gail Sokolan
The Next Page
Rosso Coffee Roasters
MPR Inc.
New Club Café
Taylor Institute for Teaching and Learning
Music
“John My Beloved”
Written and Performed by Sufjan Stevens
Published by BMG Gold Songs (BMI) obo Sufjan Stevens Music
All rights administered by BMG Rights Management (US) LLC
Courtesy of Asthmatic Kitty Records, by arrangement with Ghost Town, Inc.
“Where Will You Go””
Written by Ken Torrance
Performed by Love Chapter Band
New Born Records, 1978
Published by Bobalwyn
Archives
Courtesy of Elyse Bouvier and Family
Versioning and Accessibility Coordinator
Sylvie Azoulay
Senior Marketing Advisor
Laurianne Désormiers
Marketing Project Manager
Geneviève Bérard
Marketing Coordinator
Michelle Rozon
Publicist
Katja De Bock
Legal Advisor
Julie Patry
Executive Producer
Shirley Vercruysse
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